I really miss these crazy people in my life... Its been 4 months and i just.. miss them..they brought smiles to my life when there were no smiles to find... i hope they come back soon.. even if it is only to visit... i think my birthday party this year will be a little less fun without them...

My kids mean the world to me.. Everything i do in my life is for them.. they have made me a better person.

And now for the results so far....

I have found that my confidence is much improved.. and my energy level is also improved. I smile more.. and i actually enjoy getting dressed and going places! And i have found that i really do Love Me...

This Was Me... accept it

This is me i have lost 57 lbs since Feb. after having Gastric Bypass.. i will post a few pictures of me before.. and a few from now...i dont think that i was ugly.. i dont think that i was HUGE.. but i know i wasnt healthy.. and that is my goal now.. to get my body back to the healthy weight and to make my life better... for me.. and my family...

these are the before...